I contated my parents today. It's been over a year since we last communicated in any way. It was through email and the respose was encoraging. We'll see what happens from here, at least it's a start.

God has been dealing with me a lot of late on my forgiveness issues. As you already saw from my previous entry.

I want restoration, but I don't want to rehash the past. There's no point, it would only cause problems. I just need to learn, put boundaries where necessary and then move on.

With God's help I will.

There are times when I sit and wonder at the grace God has given me on a daily basis. Then it hits me how often I want so much justice ti be served here or there, all the while expecting gace for myself. Not onece considering that I too deserve the ultimate justice that is held at bay by an incredible sacrafice that I don't deserve.

How amangly hipocritical that is!